January 2010
take my lungs, take them and run
take my tongue,...
baked blueberry-filled apples.
1 medium apple 2 tablespoons frozen unsweetened blueberries (not thawed) about 1/16 teaspoon cinnamon 2 teaspoons agave nectar (or other sweetener) Wash an apple and remove most of the core, leaving about 1/4-inch at the bottom. Remove a thin strip of peel from around the cavity. Place the apple into a deep microwave-safe baking dish or bowl. Sprinkle the inside with a little cinnamon and fill...
someone will say what is lost can never be saved
my apartment is completely empty. it’s so weird seeing this place like this. it was my first ever apartment. i’ve been here for over a year. eric and caity had their first trips to europe in this place. onto bigger and better though. so excited for the move and setting up my new place. and boyfriend will be here to help!
being so unhuman
one. more. test. as of 10:45 tomorrow morning, i will be free! then in this order: packing, showering, copious amounts of drinking, sleep, waking up with a hangover, moving, unpacking, dinner, sleep, wake up, go to warsaw, meet my lovely boyfriend at the airport. eee!
oh, lillian.
i should have run.
i should have...
in five more days
i will be done with finals. i will have moved all my stuff into my new apartment. i will finally have had a drink or ten. i will book flights to london & italy. i will have tickets to see hole (i do not even care if it’ll most likely suck), depeche mode and lady gaga.
but most of all, i will be fallin asleep next to this stud for a whole month
like you said it’s
down in the heat with...
pretty, pretty french girls
i hate that we’re not friends anymore. i miss you. i am who i am because of you and it makes me incredibly sad that i don’t have you around anymore.
i don’t believe in regret, but i think it really sucks that the only time we tried to solve anything was drunkenly outside the astoria. it seems like such a stupid thing to do.
focus
things i should be doing:
1. learning how to use z-table and t-tables for my biostatistics final (which is in a few hours)
2. memorizing the entire organic chemistry textbook
3. completing all of my organic chemistry labs
4. reviewing all of my biophysics notes
5. finish packing all of my shit so i can move
what i am actually doing:
1. on tumblr
2. laying in bed, smoking cigarettes
3....
and if the ground’s not cold
...
honestly
pretending to hate you is exhausting. i don’t want to do it anymore. so, there it is.
i’ll take you in pieces. we can take it all...
so cold
blankets & copious amounts of tea
i carry your heart
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is...